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[Dec 1, 2008 at 11:26am
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urban outfitters
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Macbook, Best buy
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Shiny new rumor
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crochet ugg in blaccccck
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Classic Uggs
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Jcrew
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Jcrew
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Jcrew
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[May 22, 2008 at 2:37pm
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I miss back in the day when I used to take a billion photos, allll the time.
I dont take any now. Well, I take some, every once in a while, but no where near what I used to. I want to get back to that. I'd really like to get down to a cemetery. All the graves down here are above ground, because of the sea level and such. And I think it would make some interesting work. Cept, brilliant ol' me forgot both of my cameras, manual and digital. Way to go Regina.
I.m feeling a little strange. Its raining really hard here.
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[May 2, 2008 at 8:35pm
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I feel like I've lost passion for it.
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[Mar 19, 2008 at 2:53pm
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1. You're number one in my life. I never thought I could never have feelings towards someone like the ones I have towards you. I can't imagine my life with you. I love you with every single ounce of me. And I dont just love you, I am completely and entirely IN LOVE with you. I admit that you have your quirks, but they just make you special. You balance me out like no one else can. Sometimes you make me so mad I can barely see, but you always make it all better. Nothing can come between us, no one can get in the way of what I feel for you. No one's gunna love you more than I do.
2. Apparently we're in love, but some people are just silly. You're really close to my heart, even though we don't talk as much as we used to. But we're both adults and can carry on a good friendship without having to talk everyday, and thats a really good sign. Sometimes I think that you're a little naive, you let pretty girls walk all over you, I wish you would stop. You deserve much better than what you aim for. Love you bubby.
3. Why are you always grounded? That has totally put a damper on our friendship. Sometimes you do silly things, but I forget that you're younger - and that maybe be why you do those silly things. I want to feel close to you, but I honestly dont because I haven't seen you in months. I wish you would grow up and stop getting in trouble so we could actually hang out.
4. We went to high school together and never hung out. But that's okay because we're starting to hang out now. You're so cute and friendly. I really need to work on my super smash brothers skills, I'll get up to par with the boys...one day.
5. You are and always will be my "little sister". We can't really hold a conversation anymoure, but that's okay, we can say whats important. You're so unique and such a talent individual (in so many way). I sometimes wish that I was more like you. You're beautiful inside and out, I wish that you'd realize that.
6. You cut me out of your life for absolutely no reason at all. You think that because you get your own apartment that you're better than everyone that doesn't have their own place? You complain about how so many people are fake, but don't you realize that you're the fake one? You just lead all of your hometown friends on until you moved away and now you're too good for us. That's just fine, I hope your happy with all your decisions.
7. We stopped talking and hanging out for a very silly reason. I'm so impressed by how much you've matured in the short time we weren't talking. You apologized when you didn't even have to, it was very cool of you. I just hope that one day we can get back to the spot we were at. We have been friends for over 12 years, after all.
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[Jan 27, 2008 at 2:19pm
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ps, my best friend abandoned me.
her life is so much better now, I guess.
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[Jan 13, 2008 at 11:18pm
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So I've decided......  Friends only from here on out ! Comment and Add first ! |
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[Jan 11, 2008 at 1:17am
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Today really made me miss you,
going to your house,
that isn't really your house.
And seeing your room,
that isn't really your room.
Talking to your mom,
who hasn't been the same.
What the hell am I going to do?
Forty-five minutes isn't terrible,
but who can I run to now?
Who's shoulder will I cry on?
Who will take me for ice cream,
and deal with my late night sobbing.
And drive me to work when my parents
take away my car.
Who's going to do all that?
Who have I got?
I HAVEN'T GOT ANYONE.
We can only grow farther apart from here on.
I can only become more lost.
I don't its set in all the way.
I haven't gotten it yet.
No more last minute Panera,
Or Huckleberries,
Or Gabe's,
Or bargain hunting at F21
Things happen though, can't stop that
and I can't blame you for this.
People grow up,
People move out,
move away.
That's life.
I'll eventually get around to that whole growing up thing
one day.
Maybe.
If my parents let me.
Lol.
ugh.
I'm depressing.
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[Jan 9, 2008 at 12:43am
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Its funny to think where I was on January 9th for the passed couple of years. January 9th 2007 I spent in the hospital. January 9th 2006 I spent in the hospital as well, funny enough. Although I must say the hospital visits were complete different.
2007 I went in at 11am with my entourage to check in for my much needed heart surgery. I was supposed to be out of the hospital by nine, but we all know how that went. My surgery was supposed to be at 1pm, but the surgery before mine went wrong and cause at a four hour delay, so I didn't get in until about 5pm.
2006 I woke up feeling dead. I went to school feeling dead, feeling depressed. I remember breaking into tears on Rie's shoulder. I felt like my life was over. Thank God for Mrs. McCord. (I think I'm going to write her a letter.) When I woke up, I never expected to spend my day in the school's therapist's office, with a room full of crying people. Then I spent so many hours with police, then two different hours. I felt so lonely, so sad, so miserable, so degraded, so dead. Just thinking about it give me this hallow empty feeling in my heart. I can't believe that I lived through it. I can't believe two years have passed. I can't believe I'm still here.
I get the feeling that this year is going to be mellow, nothing can go wrong. For once I'm not in the middle of mid-teenage life crisis. That's a good feeling. I wish that Shaun was in town, to spend it with me. Give me a good memory for today, for the first time in two years. But he's in Philly, and I'm hanging out with Rie, so I'm okay with that. RieRie and Ina time will be good, cause she's like a spare backbone (:
I'm getting my hair cut soon. I can't wait ! My hair is so dead, damaged, and split, I soooo need a cut. I'm going to do my best to keep the length and just get a good shaping and trim. I like my hair long (so does Shaun) so I'd like to keep it that way.
Erin and Marc moved into their apartment on Sunday. I couldn't make it to help in the initial move in, because I was at work. I was really bummed, so I went over Monday to help Erin with some smaller things. She didn't really have anything that a home needed, besides a couple necessities, so we went room to room and made a big list. We took our list and went to the ghetto ! (Catonsville) We spent nearly 100 dollars buying cleaning supplies, kitchen things, food, and extras. We were going to go for Sushi since she lives in a really Asian populated city, but after the Walmart visit she reconsidered. When we got back we started putting everything together and by the time I left most everything was out of the boxes and everything was for the most part settled. Its neat that she moved out and has got this cute little apartment, but I'm sad.
It's 70 miles round trip to where she lives. I feel like I'm losing my best friend :/. We can say that we're not losing each other, but it's going to be so hard. It makes me sad, I'm so used to her living so close, and that's all out of the window. It was weird to need directions to my best friends house :/. I guess I'll get used to it, or get over it. I'm going back down to her house on Saturday, her birthday is Friday. I have to mail her card.
By the way, Happy New Years, everyone.
I got to kiss my lover at 12, over and over (:
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[Dec 25, 2007 at 1:19am
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I got the camera I wanted !
She's so incredible beautiful, and takes the most amazing and clear photos, Shaun and I played with it
and took cute couple myspace piczzzzz.
My wonderful boyfriend got me a new bottle of perfume (Lucky) and some lotion, the Saw Trilogy box set, and the cutest pair of vans slip on flats (: Cept, my flats are a little tight, I'm hoping they're let me exchange !
I feel like I didn't get him enough ): I only got him two seasons of House on DVD. He loves House and all, but I might get him something more when I get some time.
Happy Holidays,
I hope that everyone's have one as good as mine !
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[Dec 13, 2007 at 12:04pm
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Lobotomies must be mandatory for a diploma from Archbishop Curly.
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